What is it when you find yourself in a torrent of overwhelming emotions, mortifying turnouts, yet find a glimmer of light shrouded by clouds of confusion, and trepidation in each step you take..... I just realized what it is.... Its life. Never have I encountered life in its darkest shades.. Its taking time getting used to this feeling. I guess i am finally getting a hang of the phrase " Stark realities of life." I am sad, sad enough to hinder my flow of thought.. And the glimmer of light I was talking about is.. well, HOPE.